misery is...

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ crying at the party *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚*

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ your emotional support stuffed animal that looks more depressed than you do *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚being a fag and a dyke at the same time *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚a 4 hour bath and a 7 day free trial *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚that one piece of butt hair the beautician forgot about *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚waxing your butt in the first place *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚living in your overdraft but eating out anyway *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚searching for a halal photo to send nani ji *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚putting your headphones in at the back of the cab but not even listening to anything you just don’t want to chat *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚forgiving your younger self for the things they did to get you here *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚your second hand binder *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚falling in love with your therapist *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ this too shall pass *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚freedom is sorrow is moments of connection is dissociation is remembering is moving through *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

**•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚company *•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

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